Thank you for your service. I am a Vietnam veteran and was a grunt tromping thru the jungle instead of the desert but we both faced an enemy that didn't wear a uniform. I was never physically wounded but I carry emotional scars, too. I thank God every day that I made it home in one piece. Taking ones own life is selfish and only takes care of the problem on one end. It leaves behind heartbreak, questions, sorrow, guilty feelings, regrets and much more. Please don't ever do that to your girls.
As others before me have said, welcome to the forum and you can be sure that you don't ever have to be afraid to ask a question. About anything. The members here are great and sooner or later you will come across someone who will have the solution to any problem you might present. If there isn't a solution you will surely get enough suggestions to point you in the right direction. Enjoy your trailer but most of all enjoy your family because they are so precious and they are yours.